I feel like Im not pretty enough, but too pretty to be ugly.
I feel like Im not smart enough, but too smart to be dumb.
I feel like Im not funny enough, but too silly to be serious.
I feel like Im not emotional enough, but caring and touching enough to be unemotional.
I feel like Im not good enough, but too ok to be nothing...
I feel like Im not goo at anything but not bad at anything and it leaves me in this constant state of plainness. It makes me ordinary... and no one wants ordinary. Why I cant I be special to someone? Why cant someone be happy with "just me"? I want to be wanted. I need to be needed and I love to be loved... but I am none of these... which leaves me with very little in life I have been discovering.
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